well my party was nice, even got a request for the soundtrack.
thank you everyone for coming.
sometimes i wish the sun would stay up all day, i wouldn't feel so bad if the moon was still behind the mountains.
i've had a bad last couple days. i think someone of a higher power found a weak cord and hit it. and hit it very hard. most things that used to make me feel better don't work as well anymore. legos and things like that.
i guess i'm getting older in my head. and in my sideburnes.there is not much advice that helps. advice dosn't help to much anyway. it's useally just small sayings like "tomarrow's another day". well shit i would hope it is. being even more bumbed if it were not. it's such a bad feeling, i even feel it in my hands. i guess all i can say is i'm sad. to the ground sad. i miss softness.
but cale will be in the weekend. thanks Easter. i also got a dylan poster for my room. i got a cream, dylan, and rage cd today. all in one day. my Cd collection is growing like fire thats wild. i have a new pal. his name is Mr.Crabs. he's a hermit crab and he likes my thumb nail. he also likes hermit crab food, yum yum.
well i'm going to watch Bottle Rocket with brother maby.